LIVING DIARY

"DECISION"

we always decide what we think better for US, what we think right for US but we don't

decide what is right ON THE WHOLE.... we are always right for us but wrong before

others........ isn't it?

THREE MAGICAL WORDS...

IT was 20th time in the same day when i saw those three magical words,written on

almost everything,in washroom,on plates.under bed,on the ceiling,on mobile phone. I

mean everywhere. After a tiring day when i came home mother was also angry with me.

At the end of a looooong speech when she asked

“what do you think? Am i not a human? Am I made up of stone?”

those three magical words slipped from my blunt mouth at the wrong time and at

wrong place.

“MADE IN CHINA“…….. (oops)

PAKISTAN VS GERMANY

I have gas trouble now a days... no no Its not a news... and I do not want a prescription

from all of you too... Actually gas trouble reminds me a German friend of mine.Once she

had also same stomach problem. But It was irritating for me when after every class she

used to go to washroom. I asked her that is there something wrong with her? But she

hesitated to tell at that time. After few minutes there was a bad smell all around us. She

frowned and asked " Is It you?" I said "yes! but why are you frowning? Its a common

practice". And then I got answer of my first question to her.She said " what you did in the

crowd,that same i did in the washroom"

oooohhhh :-( hehehe... GEO PAKISTANI ;-)

"KIT KIT"

Wandering carelessly here and there,with rhythmic steps,smile on face and shine in eyes,in

a crowd of friends,I was close to canteen. I did not bother the staring and starving eyes on

me. I bought few chocolates from canteen and was back on my way when I encountered a

beggar kid. He was staring at chocolates in my hands. With in no time, I don’t know why, I

gave all of them to him and he was just……… SURPRISED.He said

“wow, sister! I didn’t even taste such chocolates ever. I don’t know even how these

chocolates smell like. I am very grateful to you for this kindness. May GOD give you what

you want”….

Then I thought that happiness doesn’t demand dollars always. It may be a

thing,worthless in my hands but precious in some other hands. it can be a

chocolate……..

MERI MAA KI DUA KA DIYA JALTA RAHAY KHUDA KARAY

DIYAY KI ROSHNI MERAY AAS PAAS SADA RAHAY KHUDA KARAY

MAIN ABDI NEEND BHI SO LUN DIL O JAAN K SAKUN K SATH

GR MERA JO SIR USI KI GOAD MEN DHARA RAHAY KHUDA KARAY

MAIN AALA ZARF HUN NA HE KOI BHI NAIK HASTI HUN

MUJHAY NAFRAT HAY DUNYA SAY OR SHAED DUNYA KO MUJHSAY HAY

MERA WAHID JO RISHTA HAY,JO PYARA HAY,JO MUJHSAY PYAR KRTA HAY

MERA YEH PYAR USKAY DIL MAIN BASA RAHAY KHUDA KARAY

MERI ZID KO,MERI HAT’DHARMIYON KO SABR SAY SEHNA

OR PHR DANTNA BHI TO KHBHI KHANA MUJHAY DENA

KABHI PANI PILA KR PYAR SAY KEHNA K KHA BHI LO

MERI AMMI KA SAANI HO NAHI SKTA,NA HO SHAED

NA DIN AAEY KABHI ESA WO MUJHSAY KHAFA RAHAY KHUDA KARAY

ameeeeen

suggest me the title of post... i couldn't decide...

The terminology and language ,of this post, is of physics. Might or might not be ,you would understand but i wish you could.

It would be acceptable when i would say that this world is comprised of frames of references,observers and happening of events,where all the time events are happening in some frame of reference(like earth is one frame of reference) and some observers are observing those events(like on mars someone is observing me). Now GUESS who is the most reliable and trust worthy observer in this world to whom one can trust without any doubt? YES, of course ALLAH ALMIGHTY....

HE made frames of references,created observers and placed these observers according to their qualities and personalities in those frames... FOR EXAMPLE a lizard is,you can say,in two dimensional frame,can't see upwards. We are in three dimensional frame as we can see rightward,leftward,upward....

Now imagine HE WHO can see each and every bit of this universe from microscopic world to macroscopic world. HE WHO can hear,watch and sense everything,HE WHO is the GREATEST,what is his dimension? In which dimension is HE living?....

Its beyond the imagination......

(related to theory of relativity)

Einstein! hats off to you.... although you were not a muslim but..... i wish you were.

Summer Kisses! Aahh ;-)

In the sleepless nights of summer.

I tried each and every trick to avoid the hot kisses and bites I got every night...

Hundred in quantity...

But I am helpless because the creature who is in love with me is none other than

The mosquito ;-)

TO ALL OF MY EARTH FRIENDS SAYING "GOOD BYE"

To,
my dear earth friends!

I have decided to go to super earth,the planet nearby my earth,nearly

similar to earth.as i have got invitation from one of my friends already

there.I enjoyed the time,I spent with you, have learned many useful

lessons for rest of my life.I took this decision reluctantly as i love my

planet earth.i love each and every bit of it. but you people don’t like

me.you have made your own boundaries and I am not allowed to

cross these even not if i love you. I am feeling so down at this leaving

moment………….

I got hurt many times on earth but not a single one from you

approached me to soothe me,to console me…..

you discriminated me each and every time,either it is my religion or

my country.you don’t like me to be identified by you people.

i hate boundaries,and i want to live like a butterfly……

so…………..

it is over now.goodbye from my side.I shall miss you

all.love you.

From

an ordinary earth girl,

eastern cottage,MUSLIM street,earth,solar system.

MY NEW HOME:-

look!

this white one,has no black spot of your hatred on it for me……

and then look my earth………………………………………….

Rida Fatima "THE PERFECT LIAR" exposed ;-)

Once I received a call from my very close friend from sargodha.(i live in sargodha too).he asked " where are you dear?" i said "in lahore on my cousin's wedding.he said "oh!" after exchange of many words he expressed his love for me and then suddenly ,at the climax of his emotions, whistle of a train be heard by us..... and you know what...... there is a railway track near my house in sargodha. hehehehe . (rida fatima exposed) ;-)

I just love to read novels,but these were not allowed me in exams.Once i was reading a novel from a famous digest,meanwhile i heard foot steps of someone.i put that digest on the chair on which i was sitting and then sit on the "digest cum chair". ;-) he was my elder cousin.he asked me that if i was reading a digest but i denied and then suddenly he screamed and said " cockroach" i just run towards "infinity" hehehe leaving that digest on chair and then..... (rida fatima exposed) ;-)

My elder sister is very sensitive about her cell phone.she doesn't allow anyone to touch her phone without her permission.once she was sleeping and i had to convey an urgent message to my friend.i took her phone which she put under her pillow and went to washroom and sent message to my friend.when i came back in our room she was awake and asked about her cell phone.I nodded my head.she said "oh! please rida! search under bed.as I bent down to search,her phone fell down which I had hidden under my armpit and then.... (rida fatima exposed) ;-)

CONCLUSION:-

to tell a lie is an easy task for the one who is "genius" and now rida fatima is exposed again ;-)

I AM A SEXUALLY ASSAULTED GIRL

Sitting in front of t.v,wet eyes,shivering legs,stuck lips…..

news anchor: early morning,5 years old girl found dead in a

private park after sexually assaulted…..

now what to do??

just my tears can’t help that girl,they can’t take her back,they
can’t cure her soul….
I am alive,but helpless.i don’t have words to express my feelings
for that little soul and then for that………..
i just want him dead.
i just want him to be hanged.
you know why?????

because i am a girl too.if my sister is nude that means i am nude,
if she is sexually assaulted means i am sexually assaulted….

and each and every girl of this universe is too….

so we THE SEXUALLY ASSAULTED GIRLS are going to enjoy

our misfortune.

you THE RASCALS! just go on playing with us

and our dear DEAD BROTHERS! you don’t need to

come out of your graves.right?

"BEHIND THE PICTURE"

"A STORY TOLD BY MY GRANDMOTHER"

once there was a farmer.he loved his only younger brother very

much.his brother was very pious and noble and was very dear to

other people too.

but unfortunately his brother died with some disease.after his

death the farmer became so alone.he brought a beautiful horse

from market to kill the time.he took great care of that white horse.

most of his time started to pass in company of the horse.it became

so dear to the farmer that he named that horse "shabbir shah"

on the name of his late brother.

but one unlucky day his horse died too with some disease.he

wanted his beloved horse to be buried with the same grace

as his younger brother was.he buried his horse after a proper

funeral in the same graveyard where the grave of his brother

was and placed a stone on its grave with the name written on

it was "shabbir shah".

after some time on the same grave of same horse there was a

splendid shrine of the saint "shabbir shah" having hundreds and

thousands of devotees,without knowing whether that grave was

of any human or not....

MORAL:-

we are those simpletons who don't see behind the picture.

don't bother to search for the reality and living lame lives.

we don't do effort to seek the truth.

My 1095 Gifts Per Year From GOD

No one can see what I pray to ALLAH. No one can anticipate the words of my prayers to HIM, to GOD. The words that slipped through my lips that departed from my hands that flowed towards sky. This is the way of our communication, me and my ALLAH. And that communication can't be disclosed before anyone.

how soothing this feeling is! That there is someone to WHOM I can share each and every thing, WHO listens everything, what I said, but don't disclose my secrets....

HE even assured me that my all prayers would be fulfilled at any cost, either in this world or the world hereafter. So I am not doubtful about HIS response to my prayers. If HE responds timely, it’s the best thing for me, if HE doesn’t count that one as a gift for me from HIM for my next life.

i love HIM a lot. As HE blessed me not only when I didn't have collection of a single word in my mind to ask for anything from HIM, but also responds, to my necessities of life ,other than required for my survival ,at any time I ask for, to my prayers.

If in a day I pray to HIM 5 times and HE responds to 2 prayers of mine then on average there are 1095 gifts due to my these worldly prayers per year for me for my next world. Can you imagine how many then I’ll gather in my whole life??????

I would love that gift which would be given by ALLAH. It would be the best gift.

I love to share my top secrets to HIM who is THE MOST TRUST WORTHY, and I always enjoy the feelings that come to me after every prayer... calmness and contentment...

I LOVE MY "SECRET KEEPER"! Do you?

OUR LIFE

surface water or you can say drinkable water or clean water or soft water,what ever you want to say.is going to be short.it is said that third world war would be on water.as glaciers are going to be melt due to global warming and rest of water has been polluting due to use of detergents etc.we waste water as well.each and every drop of water should not to be wasted but we don't care about usage of our life saving drink...

save water otherwise.....

news anchor in 2012: many people has committed suicide as they didn't have enough food to feed their children and didn't have any source of earning as well and can't afford water...

news anchor in 2025: many people died as supply of water has been stopped since last week due to shortage of water resources .many people committed suicide due to unavailability of water in their area.one thirsty man drank oil to fulfill his thirst.

a traveler to a shopkeeper in 2012: can i have a glass of water from your water cooler,i have a long journey ahead,and i am too thirsty to move ahead due to this shining and hot son.
shopkeeper: no problem dear,drink as much as you can.

same kind of traveler in 2050 asked for water from same kind of shopkeeper.
shopkeeper: no,never,no way. it will cost (rupees or dollars or any amount of currency which that traveler can't pay). you must pay that amount otherwise you are not allowed to even touch that water cooler.

news in 2012: super power country has now invaded an arabic country for oil resources.
news in 2025: (same country) has invaded another country for water resources.

it is a menace,a threat... be ready for it.this is what we can do,because saving water is a big issue for us,and we can't do it. right?

are we really superior to animals????

we,the human beings,are superior to all other creatures. why?

1) we have brain to use,to decide,to create,to produce,to learn but where we use our brain?

in corruption,in terrorism,in war,in conspiracies,in hatred....

2) we have far more senses than animals.sense of touch,of hearing,of sight,of taste,of smelling,of speaking

etc..... there is a long list.but what we did with these senses.

we have illegal relations with others,we listen false and illegal stuff,we watch porn videos,we eat forbidden stuff,

we like to smell narcotics,we use abusive language....

3)we can learn and make others learn,but do we really learn???

we never learn from our mistakes.

there are a lot more about our superiority but do we really are superior or do we really are

humans??????????

following

if we follow GOD as we follow blogs,we get our desired comments,desired goals and desired awards... but unfortunately we are slaves of our body not our souls....